For the seeker who is tired, questioning, and still trying to believe.
We need to stop and ask a deeper question:
Who is behind our thinking?
Who taught you what to believe about God?
Who shaped your understanding of “faith”?
Who told you how “God within” is supposed to work?
If we’re honest — brutally honest — most of what we believe about God, about spirituality, and even about ourselves…
we didn’t discover — we inherited.
🎭 The Illusion of Fake Spirituality
We’ve been sold systems.
Religion told us: Do this, sow that, pray like this, and God will bless you.
Spiritual movements told us: Think positive, repeat affirmations, imagine, vibrate higher, and you’ll manifest.
Both systems promise results.
But behind the curtain, millions are still suffering in silence.
They’ve tithed faithfully, but the rent is still due.
They’ve visualized wealth, but debt collectors are still calling.
They’ve spoken “I Am” affirmations daily, but feel emotionally numb.
They’ve bought every book, attended every seminar, followed every guru — and yet… something is still missing.
We’ve been taught to act like fear doesn’t exist.
But fear feels real.
Doubt feels real.
Anxiety feels real.
Pretending it’s not there is not faith — it’s spiritual bypassing.
🧠 Who’s Talking in Your Head?
The voice in your head sounds like you — but who’s really speaking?
Is it the conditioned voice of:
Past church trauma?
A motivational speaker?
A spiritual YouTuber?
Or is it just a remix of the same thoughts on repeat — dressed up in different language?
We’ve been told to “listen to ourselves.”
But we must ask: Which part of ourselves are we listening to?
Is it fear wearing a spiritual mask?
Is it doubt pretending to be logic?
Is it ego pretending to be God?
💸 The $100 Seed That Never Returned
Let’s talk plainly.
You’ve seen it happen — or it’s happened to you.
A preacher says,
“God is speaking to you now. Sow £100 in faith and He will return it 100-fold.”
It sounds good. It even matches scripture.
You feel the voice inside — and you obey.
You give. You trust. You wait.
And… nothing.
8 months later, you’re still under financial pressure.
You return for answers.
The pastor says:
“You lack faith. That’s why you’re not blessed like me.”
But the truth is — you gave in faith.
You gave believing.
You weren’t weak — you were exploited.
🔁 The Escape That Becomes Another Cage
So you leave the church and enter the “spiritual” community.
You buy new books, learn about chakras, energy, law of attraction, quantum manifestation, and “God within.”
At first, it’s freeing.
You say affirmations. You visualize. You journal.
But after years… you’re still struggling.
And now, you don’t want to hear about “God” from anyone — not from pastors, not from authors, not even from your own thoughts.
You run to logic. You get results. You make money.
But you still feel… empty.
Why?
Because your soul isn’t hungry for results — it’s hungry for truth.
Not sugar-coated truth. Not formulaic truth.
Raw. Living. Real. Truth.
😔 “Why Am I Still Struggling?”
You may be asking:
“I know I am God. I’ve awakened to the truth. I’ve been living by faith. Then why am I still struggling to pay my bills?”
And the answer is:
There is no formula.
There is no one-size-fits-all shortcut to escape the wilderness.
This journey is personal.
Your soul has a unique alignment, a unique pace, and a unique curriculum.
You’re not behind. You’re not failing.
You’re just being called deeper than results.
⚖️ It’s Not About Getting Everything You Want
The world has trained us to measure success by:
Results
Followers
Money
Appearances
But what if the real journey isn’t about getting what you want — but becoming your most authentic self?
Not the self you were taught to be.
Not the self others project onto you.
But the real You — the God within you — expressed through truth, not pretense.
🕊️ The Only Real Message Left
Here’s the truth I can offer you:
I don’t know what your next hour holds.
I don’t know when the money will come.
I don’t know if the goals you wrote down will unfold the way you hoped.
But I do know this:
If you can stay real,
If you can be honest,
If you can walk by faith, not by hype,
If you can live from your soul and not the script —
You are free.
Even if your bank account says otherwise.
Even if your mind screams doubt.
Even if nobody understands what you’re doing.
You are on the most sacred journey a human can walk —
The path of discovering the real God, within the real you.
And while I don’t have all the answers…
I can tell you from my heart:
“I don’t know what I’m doing half the time.
But I do know I’m done living how the world taught me to live.
I’m justifying my life by faith — not by sight.”
And in moments of divine inspiration, I write blogs.
I post videos.
I don’t know how that will solve my challenging situations — but I follow the nudge.
Because that’s what I’ve been given today.
📣 Final Word: You Must Find Your Own Truth
Don’t let anyone tell you what your truth is.
Not a pastor. Not a coach. Not even me.
Test everything.
Be honest with yourself.
Don’t pretend to be high-vibration when you’re hurting.
And don’t fake being spiritual when you’re tired.
Just be real.
That’s where the Kingdom is.
That’s where the truth is.
That’s where God is — within you, not in a formula.
I don’t know what tomorrow holds.
But I do know… I’m living my life my way.
And even though I still have challenges — I’ve never felt more free.
And that… is the beginning of everything real.
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