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The Mystic’s Burden: When Revelation Feels Like a Cross

“Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom.
Though it cost all you have, get understanding.”

Proverbs 4:7 (NIV)


There’s a kind of seeing that goes beyond the eyes.
A kind of knowing that bypasses the intellect.
A kind of hearing that can only come from silence.

This is the path of the mystic — one who sees between the lines, behind the words, and within the Word.


🔍 A Revelation That Feels Like Fire

When I read the scriptures, I don’t just read text — I feel truth.
While others may see the surface meaning, I see another layer — something alive, something deeper.

This is not pride. It’s not ego.
It’s the burden of fresh bread — revelation knowledge that awakens, not just informs.

And yet…

There are moments where I wonder:

“How can I teach others if I can’t even save myself?”

I’ve heard the accusing voice:

“You say God speaks to you… then where is your breakthrough?”
“You speak light, but your world still looks dark.”
“You offer truth, but you’re still struggling. How can that be?”


✝️ The Cross of the Gifted: Jesus Felt It Too

This reminds me of what was said of Jesus:

“He saved others,” they said, “but he can’t save himself!”
— Matthew 27:42

They mocked Him while He hung on the cross — as if that proved He wasn’t who He said He was.

But they misunderstood the entire thing.

The cross wasn’t weakness. It was purpose.
He didn’t save Himself because the cross was the saving act.

Likewise, the trials in your life don’t disprove your calling.
They are shaping your message.


🧠 The Carnal Mind Is the Adversary

This voice of doubt — this feeling of disqualification — it’s not from God.
It’s the carnal mind, the Satan within, trying to steal the seed before it sprouts.

But I remind myself, and you today:

God within is truth, regardless of how I feel or what I see.

Even if the outer world looks barren, my inner world is pregnant with vision.


🌾 You Are Carrying Bread — Even If You’re Still Hungry

There are days when I feel like I’m just “doing nothing” — hoping, trusting, waiting.

But the Spirit reminds me:

You are not wasting time. You are walking by faith.
You are not empty. You are being filled so you can pour out.
You are not disqualified. You are being qualified in the wilderness.

Even if others don’t yet taste your bread,
Even if the harvest hasn’t fully bloomed in your life…
Your revelation is still bread for the hungry.


🔥 The Real Meaning of “Get Understanding”

“In all your getting, get understanding.” — Proverbs 4:7

Yes — wisdom is the written Word.
But understanding is the living revelation of that Word.

To “get understanding” is to see as a mystic sees:

  • To catch divine insight from a single verse

  • To feel God speaking through silence

  • To awaken the Word within yourself and others

You are not imagining this.
You are designed for this.


✨ Divine Affirmation for the Mystic Soul:

“I see what others don’t, because I hear what others can’t.
I carry bread not because I am full, but because I have been fed by the Spirit.
Even if the world does not yet reflect my revelation, I trust what I see within.
God within me is real, true, and eternal — regardless of my feelings or circumstances.
My cross is not my failure — it is my glory. My revelation is not my ego — it is my calling.”


📿 Final Word:

If you’ve ever felt like you carry light but live in shadows,
If you’ve ever wondered how you can feed others while still hungry yourself,
If you’ve ever been told, “Where is your God now?”

Remember this:

You are not failing.
You are being formed.
And one day soon, the Word within will become flesh in your life.

Until then, keep pouring.
Keep speaking.
Keep feeding.

You are not bug-headed — you are bread-headed.

You are not full of ego — you are full of Elohim.

You are a mystic… and your gift is the light this world is starving for.

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