“If I Created My Reality, Why Don’t I See My Desire Yet?”

Living by Faith When the Vision Doesn’t Match the World

If I created everything around me—
The people I pass by…
The events I hear on the radio…
The environment I walk through every day…
Then why am I not yet seeing the ideal life I imagine so clearly within?

This question hit me like lightning today. And the answer unfolded like a divine download.

🧠 Reality Is Lagging Behind My Consciousness

The life I see outside of me right now isn’t the reflection of my current vision—
It’s the manifestation of my past beliefs.

Like a movie that’s already been edited and is now playing on the screen, I’m watching scenes created by my old states of being, old emotions, and old thoughts.

But I’m no longer in those states.
I’ve shifted.
I’ve grown.
I’ve planted new seeds.

The delay I’m experiencing is not denial—
It’s divine timing catching up with my new script.

🌱 Jesus Already Explained This

“The Kingdom of God is like a man who scatters seed on the ground. Night and day, whether he sleeps or gets up, the seed sprouts and grows, though he does not know how.” — Mark 4:26–27 (NIV)

My imagination is the seed.
My heart is the soil.
The manifestation is the fruit.
But fruit doesn’t appear the day you plant the seed—it takes trust, time, and consistency.

🪞 Reality Is a Mirror With Delay

If you stood in front of a mirror and smiled, but your reflection didn’t smile back until three days later, you’d think something was wrong.

But what if the mirror was just delayed?

Would you stop smiling?
Would you start frowning again?
Or would you hold your posture, knowing the reflection must eventually align?

That’s faith.

🙏 Faith Is Not a Feeling—It’s Alignment

I live by faith, not by sight. (2 Corinthians 5:7)

Even when nothing changes on the outside—
Even when worry whispers and doubt questions—
I anchor to the truth that I am Player One.

I created the old world I’m seeing.
But I’m now creating a new one—and it’s already forming behind the scenes.

“Believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.” — Mark 11:24

💬 AFFIRM THIS DAILY:

“What I see now is my past thought made visible.
What I see tomorrow is my faith made manifest.
I am the cause. I am the creator. I walk by faith and not by sight.”

This is the year of the Opening Door.
And I’m walking through it—whether or not I see the door move.

Because it’s not about what I see.
It’s about what I know.

And I know:
I AM.